its still a strain keeping a brave face on everything. trying to make myself take the bike out at the moment. so hard to make myself do anything. didn't even want to take my meds this morning just to punish myself. feels like im going insane.
tomorrow i go for counselling. i have big doubts about how much use this will be. as far as i can see ive already done evrything i should be doing to get through this. listen to me whine. sorry folks. i darent read this back to see how much i am moaning because i'll end up deleting it all. sorry for making you read this crap.
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Don't you dare delete any of this.
I didn't realise that you have your counselling tomorrow. Where is that and is anyone going with you?
Yeah, stop apologising Ant. You are not making us read your blog, we choose to because we want to help. You are on the road to recovery, so don't give up. You may not be able to see the light at the end of the tunnel yet, but I'm telling you that there is definitely one there. The drawback is that you have to really work at it, and be patient. I know that is going to be of little comfort to you while you are going through it, but it's the truth.
Good luck with the counselling, but again, don't expect a quick fix. It will take plenty of time to work your way through it, but you can do it, and you will.
its in west brom. im going alone
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