Been a quiet day. Largely because I've just holed up in my bedroom for most of it. Partly because I needed some sleep before heading down to Gatwick tonight, and partly...well, old habits die hard.
Getting through today has been a bit of a battle. Once I'm on the road tonight and I can concentrate on driving things should get easier. Still a few hours to get through until then though. Then the dreaded wait alone at the airport.
I really can't bear the thought that all I have to look forward to is feeling like this day after day. Every single day is a fight, all the time just wearing me down. I'm not strong enough to be able to do this for long.
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