Friday, 16 May 2008

Too Often

I've noticed I start posting much more often when things get bad. Even though I've got nothing to say. Really messed up at the moment. Don't want to be a bother to anyone, but don't want to be here alone either. Don't know what to do with myself. Better for everyone if I just go away. Can't believe I type things like that. Absolutely pathetic.

1 comment:

Chris Thomas said...

There's no such thing as 'too often' when it comes to blogging. I can go weeks without posting anything, then suddenly, if something's bothering me, I'll make a flood of posts.

And for the record, you are not pathetic. You are suffering severe depression and have to find methods of coping that work for you. I think you're doing all the right things, which are talking about your feelings, no longer bottling things up, and seeking help.

Hopefully, you're beginning to see that you -are- capable of dragging yourself out of the pit of dispair. At the moment it might only be a few hours a day, but the more you work at it, the longer it will last.