feeling sick. heart and stomach feel like theyre about to burst. shaking like a jelly. really hope i dont have to spend today on my own. had another hours sleep. but the tears still keep coming. i havent cried this much since, well, since ever. i dont want any more good days if i have to be like this afterwards. i cant cope with it. im too weak to do this. how can the human body take so much and still keep going?
today could quite possibly be my worst day yet. and that terrifies me.
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