A big thanks to Doug and Cheryl for putting up with me today. I really would've been in pieces if I'd had to be alone. Tonight I'm meeting up with friends and going to the cinema.
And it really is going to be tough. I really am having to force myself to do this. The thought of going into Birmingham on a Saturday night is terrifying me. I don't know why it, but it is. I'm in a curl up and cry frame of mind but instead I'm going to make myself be around loads of other people and keep a smile on my face. I really hope I can do this without embarrassing myself.
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