I have a stubborn streak. It's one of my better traits. Once I decide to do something it gets done. People might not like the way I do those things, but it will always get done. What I lack is the drive to want to do anything. That's why I need a kick in the pants now and again. What I don't need is kicking while I'm down.
Yesterday I had a shock to discover someone didn't believe in me enough to let me do things my own way. I understand why they did what they did. I know they believe they acted in my best interests. I forgive them completely. But they didn't believe in me. And it hurts. It hurts badly.
Looking out of my window at the Worcestershire countryside bathed in sunlight. I knew I should've come here on my bike. Dammit. Damn it all to hell.
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