Still not been able to let go. When I lay down on my bed, instead of breaking up, I went to sleep instead. Sadly it hasn't helped. I still feel right on the ragged edge.
I've said before that this feels like living in a nightmare. It does in every way. Can't really make sense of anything. Every moment is filled with pain and despair. I keep hoping I'll wake up and be out of it, but it goes on and on relentlessly wearing me down. I've just forced myself to shave and the effort it took...unbelievable.
Got to try and decide if I go round to friends tonight or if I need to stay in. Really don't know if I can cope with either at the moment.
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