Sunday, 25 May 2008

Trying Hard

Trying very hard to get used to just my own company again. Failing pretty miserably to be honest.

This morning went to Canon Hill Park just to have Phil and Param for company. They're both working there this weekend at the Childrens Book Bash event (that might not be it's exact name but close enough).

Once again I face a completely aimless afternoon. Nothing to do, nowhere to go, no one to visit. I'm trying so hard to shake myself out of this and it just isn't working. Hurting so badly I could weep. Think I will actually.

2 comments:

Rapid Cycle Gal said...

You are in my thoughts. Feeling so low is awful. People who have never had depression just have no clue how awful it is. I hope you start to feel better soon.

Phil Saunders said...

Close enough with the title.

It was great to see you even if it was only briefly.

I have very cold feet now. Imagine what Params will feel like!