Sunday, 25 May 2008

No Change

Still feeling terrible. I did eventually get an hours sleep, can't say that it's helped a great deal. Still feeling anxious, over emotional, on the edge of tears. Really hoped I'd start to pick up after the last couple of days but it just isn't happening.

It feels like I'm locked in a vicious cycle with of being too depressed to get any sleep, and being depressed because I'm not getting any sleep. Anyone who says death isn't an answer clearly has no idea what the question is.

And yes, Chris, before you ask again, I am reading those books.

1 comment:

Chris Thomas said...

I'm glad to hear you are reading them Ant. And I'm sorry to be on your back about it. It would be interesting if you could give us the gist of some of the things that you may have learned or have identified with from the books.