I'll be heading off home in a couple of hours. Still down. Still wishing I was here on the bike. Still wishing I was dead. Sorry. I know I should delete that sentence but I promised myself I wouldn't try to edit my feelings here. Sorry. I know I'm being pathetic. No surprise that people don't want anything to do with me.
I'm feeling desperate to withdraw back into myself. Trying to fight against it but it's hard. Being around people is so difficult. It would be so easy to fall back on old ways.
Heh. Didn't think I had anything to say here. Didn't know what I would write about. It's funny how easily things start to flow once I start. Sometimes I even discover thoughts and feelings I didn't know I had. This is an embarrassing glimpse into my soul you're getting folks.
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