Just picked up my guitar and ENJOYED PLAYING IT! I enjoyed playing it so much I started crying. Maybe there is hope somewhere after all. I'm almost scared to hope that today might be a good day because I'm already starting to dread the crash that'll come after it.
So I'm miserable when I feel miserable, and miserable when I feel a little better. How fucked up is that?
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So you're a bit like Geronimo - a man with a lot of reservations.
Sorry I'l get my coat now...
It gets better. I've stuck spome music on loud and enjoyed listening to it. Even been playing along to some AC/DC and Lynyrd Skynyrd. It's gonna be so bad when I crash again.
You can show me later.
Well, that's three things that you enjoy doing, and that make you feel normal. Riding your bike, listening to loud music, and playing your guitar. Obviously, you can't do all of them all the time, but you should be able to apportion these hobbies out. Maybe, if you find yourself starting on a downer, or if awake in the middle of the night, you can pick up the guitar to help cushion the blow. If anything, you might at least learn some new songs to show off to us.
I wonder what's the next thing you'll rediscover that you enjoy doing..?
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