Friday, 23 May 2008

sound familiar?

little sleep. headache. the councillor gave me a number to ring at any time if i was feeling suicidal. hah. like i could phone a stranger and tell him i want to kill myself. i was told today that lying in bd when i cant sleep is the worst thing to do. unfortunately i hav no idea what else im supposed to do. right now i just feel like taking the contents of the medicine cabinet and being done with it all. good job im too big a coward to actually do it.

1 comment:

jennifer said...

I lie in bed all the time when I can't sleep. I stare off into space while my husband and dog sleep. I guess I could get up and stare at the TV screen for hours in the middle of the night, but all I'd end up doing is watching infomercials. I don't know what's worse... lying in bed not being able to sleep or watching infomercials.