Well the blog then sleep trick certainly isn't working today. Largely because my brain is still processing a conversation I had with Dave yesterday. I really hadn't been able to understand why my thinking had become so skewed, why
Hmm. Seems I'm not quite ready to talk about the details of this yet. Not because it's bad, but because any way I can think to phrase it sounds so stupid. Largely because it is stupid. But in a nutshell - it appears I don't like myself very much at the moment.
More about this later, or maybe not.
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Talking of perceptions being a bit skewed, when I was recovering from my operation, I decided that when I healed, I must sell all my posessions and get helicopter piloting lessons. It seemed like a really good idea at the time. I was so certain, I ordered some helicopter books, and even some of the proper private pilot's licence books that proper pilots use when they're taking their proper exams. I learned a lot about helicopters!
Once I was finally healed, and normal things started happening to me (ie going back to work, going shopping etc) real life started asserting itself and the helicopter fantasy faded. I can look back at it now and laugh, I think I was just trying to distract myself from the monotony of waiting. A few back of envelope financial calculations showed that it was never going to happen, but at the time I was definitely going to do it, and it seemed like the right thing to do.
I also bought a few 'learn Latin' books. I thought that would be useful. Were they bollocks! They do make good dust collectors though.
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