Shit

shit shit shit shit. falling apart quite spectacularly. sorry to post so soon after the last one. actually drew my wakazashi and had the blade on my skin. then i sheathed it and started drinking. sitting here drinking whisky straight from a one litre bottle. tragically it's helping. it's not like i drink a lot. or even regularly. i don't think it should become a problem. but i've promised myself im not gonna bother others this weekend and i intennd to stick to that