Welcome to another meander through my increasingly fragile and disorientated mental landscape.
I've been pondering exactly why this blog is so helpful to me. After all, it is really the equivalent of wandering into a big dark room and shouting my problems out without really knowing if anyone's there. Certainly one benefit of it is that I can let my friends know what I'm going through without the embarrasment of having to look them in the eye and feeling like a melodramatic berk. But there does seem to be more to it than that. I am as yet unable to process what it might be.
I'm also a little concerned that I may have panicked friends once or twice judging by a couple of calls I've had. I was considering being less than honest and toning things down a bit, but then I realised that would be utterly self defeating. So I shall continue with my embarrasing and dull whining honesty and I apologise if I worry anyone.
Now I shall return to bed and continue staring into the darkness.
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I think overall we blog to get our thoughts out of heads. We are constantly stuck in our own thoughts and we get lost in them. Getting them out into a blog somehow makes things clearer, at least for a little while.
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