For the first time in a few weeks I have no plans for this weekend. It's scary. I'm going to try and tough it out on my own. I think I've been enough of a burden on my friends lately. I'll be going round to Phil and Params on Monday night. I just have to manage until then.
I was talking to a girl I know earlier. She just lost the baby she was carrying. When I see how well she's dealing with such a disaster I am filled with self loathing. At the moment I fall apart if I just have a form to fill in. How dare I let myself feel like this when people with real problems can carry on with their lives.
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