First post of the day is a lot later than usual. We've been without power here until now.
Really seriously low this morning. Made some calls but people don't want to talk to me again. Fortunately Doug was in so that was a life saver. Heading off into Droitwich to help with some shopping in a bit.
Can't believe how down I am. Spent a large chunk of the morning tracing the veins in my forearms with my finger. Then I thought about how my mother would feel finding me in the bath with my wrists slashed and felt so guilty for even thinking it. I really wish I just hadn't woken up this morning.
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