Is it always going to be like this? Utter misery interspersed with the occasional periods of either feeling pretty good, feeling OK, or plastering a smile over the cracks?
Since I deleted my private notes I've noticed that I'm creeping back to opening up more in this one again. I definitely seem to need an outlet like this. But I'm going to have to be more careful about what I say without a doubt. Need to find a balance between needing to type whatever the hell is going through my mind at that moment, and consideration for how people might intepret that when they read it at a later date.
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I'd just concentrate on what you need to do and let everyone else worry about their reactions. We're all the ones allegedly who are supposed to be "well adjusted" and be able to figure out what's going on objectively.
If you have a spleen to vent, but you don't want people to see the mess - try a notebook and pen. More private that way.
Having seen you this afternoon I thought you were bearing up well...
I was bearing up pretty well. I've been bearing up well most of the evening as well. Just had a bit of a wobble tonight is all.
Oh - one of those...
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