Car Trouble

Sigh. So much for repairing the car. The part I need is no longer manufactured. My Haynes manual is completely inadequate. Serious communication problems with the Vauxhall dealership. And I'm clearly too thick to figure it all out. Right now I just feel like torching it. Unreasonable I know considering what a superbly reliable motor it's been up to this point. If my thinking was clearer maybe I could sort it all out. But it isn't and I can't. Right now I can't even think about it any more.