Difficult

I often find it very difficult to write things that I really would like to here. I'm not particularly erudite or intelligent, and I have terrible communication skills. All of which makes it difficult for me to write what I would like in an intelligible, cohesive manner.

When I just needed the site to scream about what I was going through it wasn't a problem, I just let the pain out. Probably didn't read too well back then but it certainly helped me.

Now that the desire to just throw myself under a bus has faded significantly, I often find that I'd like to talk more about the details of depression. The problem is that I lack the skills to communicate the things in my head to others. Even if I can organise my thoughts beforehand, as soon as I begin writing it all turns into a jumble. I read other blogs with envy. Some people have a knack of making the most tedious trivia seem interesting.

So, basically, I guess this entry is a long, rambling apology for making long, rambling posts. Sorry folks.